Drunk Blogging

Tonight was my holiday party. I drank about 7 glasses of white wine and 2 bellinis. Its hard being new to because I didn't really know too many people. I looked pretty good though. I got a lot of compliments, someone said I looked glamourous and someone else said beautiful. That makes me happy, because I'm still not the size I want to be. I was waiting around for someone to do something stupid, but that event didn't happen during the time I was there. I had a sad day today at work, because I haven't found my clique yet. I still feel like I'm on the outside. I also learned that new people in my position don't last very long when they are hired. I told someone that I have been at the company for 3 months and he said that was a long time. Scary. I'm not worried. I worked at a group home for two years. Nothing beats that. Its too bad it ended in a weird termination and unemployment court situation because the group home was probably one of the better jobs I had. I left that party somewhat early and somewhat drunk. I also have to say that I am extremely annoyed at the fact that Will Smith's new movie has a gross misspelling (happyness?). I hate spelling errors with a passion.