My life in review.

I'm turning another year old next week. I was walking to the gym yesterday and I had an "oh shit" moment. Fuck, I'm almost 30. I still feel as if I'm 24. I almost feel like I've let my whole life pass me by, starting a career so late in life. I'm not a doctor or even a Ph.D. It doesn't seem like I should have waited this long to finally have a career. Now isn't the time to be second guessing my life. I suppose. I almost feel like I wasted all the time between graduating high school til now. I have nothing to show for that time. No trip to Europe. No marriage. Nothing. I can't determine whether or not I should be happy about my position in life. At work, many of the people I work with hold degrees from prestigious schools. I still feel like I'm not good enough because I went to state schools my whole life. My agency hires people who they believe to be smart. Most days I wonder how the fuck I got a job there.