Hard Day.

Today was a really hard day. I'm still struggling to understand stuff at work. Its been frustrating and very difficult. Its like intensive problem solving, with short client deadlines. Half the time I don't know why I'm doing the things I'm doing. I love the agency I work for, and everyone has been wonderful to me. Its just that I don't know what I'm doing or why. One of the other people who has been there for 6 months told me that she just now feels like she "get it". This is by far the most challenging thing I've ever done. After an emotionally wrought day, I went to the gym and couldn't work out because I felt sick. On the way to home, I stopped to move my car, and I was supposed to move it this morning and got a $45.00 parking ticket. I hate days like this. I hope this is over soon. Its times like this when I just think, what am I going to do? I just feel like laying in bed and never getting out.

P.S. My former web design teacher married her fiancee on a whim and both of them are moving to virginia to become FBI special agents. One of my friends also got robbed last week. Weird.