Delusions of Grandeur

I was very sad as I was leaving work today. Everyone was buzzing around making plans to go get drinks after work. Of course no one asked me. My work is like high school. Everyone has a clique. It's worse than any other place I've worked at. For the most part I don't care anymore. Its days like this when I know I should be looking forward to a long weekend but I realize that I don't really have anywhere to go and that kind of burns. A subsect of a clique invited me out for drinks next week, and though this is the same group of girls that I've hung out with before, I almost don't feel like I want to go. Its all a farce anyways. Why bother? Or maybe I should maintain a clique for protection like in jail. I don't want to talk about my long distance-ish pseudo romance.