Lonely in the City
I'm back to being extremely lonely again. For the first three months here, I was constantly feeling lonely, but with Chris's phonecalls and IM's I forgot that I was sad before I met him. And now I'm sad again. I think New York will be the place that broke my heart. I had my heart broken here, and the place itself broke my heart. NYC didn't live up to my expectations and let me down repeatedly. And this week 2 out of the 3 people I know are leaving NYC permanently. I'm going to be on my own completely. I feel like shit. I decided to start writing "memoirs" about my twenties. I'm nearing my thirties and I feel as if I should reflect on the golden years of my twenties. These will be handwritten I think.
posted by cherie @ 5:45 AM
1 Comments:
well, then perhaps SF will be a good thing for you. i know that we would see each other more at the least, and you could come home more often.
and i think all of your writings should be on here. maybe in a seperate blog even.
and with respect to chris...just keep remembering, "this too shall pass". things will get better. i promise.
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