Welcome to Heaven

This weekend while in San Jose, I went to an Oktoberfest in Campbell with my friend. We had a couple of beers. She ran into a friend of a friend who was already drunk. He asked me who I was and I told him I was going to be moving to the SJ area in a few weeks. He said, "You know its like all men here." I said, "I know, I've read that." Being that he was half in the bag, he drunkenly said, "Welcome to heaven." I never pictured heaven to be filled with socially awkward techie nerds, but hey, I'm open-minded.

Anyhow, last night I went out with some peeps to smac. I had a lot of fun. I notice that when I'm out with Fifi, I fondle my breasts in public a lot. She brings that out of me. Its times like last night I see a glimpse of how NYC was supposed to be for me. Cheap fun with good company in a small ass place. Its too bad I didn't meet some of these people early on in my time here, and maybe if I wasn't so depressed, I would have reached out more. Who knows. I don't regret a single second of being here, and if I could go back in time, I probably would do things a little different-moving closer to the city most likely. And after last night, as a group they collectively convinced me to stay for my official last weekend in New York. Why not? I have the rest of my life to be in Cali.