Found: Myself

About a week and a half ago, I found myself again. We can find ourselves in the oddest places. I attended a mandatory 4 hour meeting discussing the rebranding and positioning stategy of one of our core clients. It was during this meeting when I started to remember who I am and who I want to be. And now I feel better. I feel calmer, I feel more confident and content with where I am in my life. I had already scheduled therapy appointments before I found myself, but decided to go anyway. She told me my anxiety attacks were related to making decisions in my life. She acknowledged the fact that its difficult to meet people here and that felt good. I'm tired of people blaming me for not making friends here. I'm picky about the sort of people I want to be around, and the egotistic, shallow hipster types are not for me. I'm not about image and I just haven't met too many people that I like here. (Except for you Fifi) I went out with Kate and her friend on Friday and drank way too much. I spent the weekend cleaning. I think I'm going to visit the Greenwood Cemetary next week, gravesite of the founder of Tiffany & Co.