My apologies

Well, in light of the comments I received, I'm pretty sure you will all think I'm a total pussy and a let down. But, I have re-evaluated the situation with Chris, and I'm going to see what happens. I realize I may be on the road to pain, but I also want to take into consideration that he has difficulty opening up, and after talking to a couple of straight guy friends, they sort of took his side, saying that 5 months was certaintly not enough time to feel as if they know someone. Add that I live 3,000 miles away. So, I know I sound like a lowly pathetic girl right now, but I'm going to give it a go. Quite honestly, I'd rather deal with a divorcee with two kids' drama than a hedonistic single unmarried male right now. Sorry everyone, I know you are all judging me right now. Its okay.